losing my aspiration
I cut myself to see how much it bleeds?
It?s my way to get out of this shit.
I want to forget, forget your damn face,
but it stays? in my heart.
I hear your voice only in distance.
You have so much to say, but not to me.
I need you here, can?t you hear my praying?
Now, I give up, give up my life.
For so long, I had looked for you.
And at the same time I had found you, I lost you.
Don?t cry, it?s just me honey
Never loved, but you honey?..